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Was It Love Or Abandonment Issues That Kept Me Attached

Chapter 01

The Beginning

That agony is what finally brought me here to these pages of my story. Some stories begin with joy, others with pain. Mine begins with a little of both…

Chapter 02

The Break Up

A few months after we moved, things seemed calm again, at least on the surface. I remember laughing and playing, chasing my little sisters around the house. One of my favorite…

Chapter 03

Never Going Home

Things began to shift again when our time with the older lady came to an end. She had been our caregiver for nearly two years, and although it was intended to be a long-term…

Chapter 04

Unfortunate Tragic Events

At the group home, I had a counselor I spoke to regularly. She handled both emotional support and practical needs, and many of us went to her when we didn’t know…

Chapter 05

The Escape

That Indian girl and I started planning hard. Every time we got a moment alone, we talked about running away. She said her man could be waiting for us right before…

Chapter 06

Back to the System I Go

After weighing all my options, I picked up the phone and called the director of the group home next door to the one I had been kicked out of. He already…

Chapter 07

Back to Oakland I Go

The Job Corps staff put me on a plane back to Oakland, and I arrived without having been able to reach my mother. Unsure of what to do next, I went straight…

Chapter 08

Left Oakland Unexpectedly

My sister and I got into the car with a woman we didn’t really know. She seemed cool, and at that point, I was desperate enough to try just…

Chapter 09

Back to Crew I Go

When I finally made it back to the crew, everyone was so happy to see me, and I could tell they were relieved. I had literally disappeared with that guy, and nobody knew where I had…

Chapter 10

Reunified with My Mother

By the time I was around eighteen and my sister was about twenty, life had already been a whirlwind. We had both been through so much, trying to survive in situations that constantly…